I gave Yours Truly by Abby Jimenez FIVE stars. This is the second book in the Part of Your World series, and I would recommend reading Part of Your World first. It’s not required, but would give you a better understanding of the backgrounds of some of the characters.
I was so upset when this book was over; I wish I could read it again for the first time. If you are considering reading this for the first time, cherish it! You’ll only get to read it for the first time once!
The first few pages of this book I wasn’t so sure how I felt about it, but sure enough, every time I picked it up (three times in total) I didn’t want to put it down.
Briana Ortiz is an ER physician, and also the best friend of Alexis – the main character of Part of Your World. Briana’s brother is in renal failure, and her divorce is almost final when an annoying, and annoyingly handsome and perfect new doctor, Jacob Maddox, transfers to her hospital. His first day, he kills almost every one of his patients and everyone hates him, especially Briana after he barges in on her lunch/secret cry closet. Everything changes though, when Briana gives Jacob a bit of unsolicited advice, and in response he gives her a handwritten letter… and her brother his kidney…
This book made me laugh, it made me tear up, and it made me want to cry. I didn’t cry, but I could have. The development of Briana and Jacob’s relationship starts off as a fake relationship to appease Jacob’s family into thinking he is fine, after Jacob’s ex-girlfriend and his brother announce they’re getting married. Obviously, things don’t go as planned with the fake relationship, and everyone develops some very not-fake feelings. The journey of self-doubt through this book on the part of both Briana and Jacob, relating to their feelings for each other and doubting the other person feels the same way, is so realistic and so relatable, and in turn SO frustrating. There were plenty of times throughout this book I just felt like screaming nothing in particular into the ether because of it. I LOVE a book that can make me feel that way!!
This was another novel where Abby Jimenez wrote about past trauma in relationships and how they show up in current relationships, and I thought she did such a great job conveying this reality. I felt like for the duration of the book the trauma Briana went through in her previous marriage was hinted at and maybe minimized, until it came in like a WRECKING BALL, just as it might present in a real life situation. I don’t like to bring other reviews into mine, but I have seen some other reviews that have suggested this detail wasn’t executed well, because the reader didn’t have all the information prior to the bombshell, and it was surprising to us, therefore we couldn’t understand it well. I disagree with this viewpoint. I think the presentation/initial omission of the extent of Briana’s trauma made her response to the events of her relationship with Jacob SO much more impactful. As the reader, we were left waiting for an explanation, just as Jacob was. And oh my, did my heart just entirely go out to Jacob during that time?? I really don’t think any book has ever made me FEEL as much as this one did.
She also tackled social anxiety HEAD ON, and reading between the lines I believe she intended to portray that Jacob was actually autistic. A constant theme throughout the book, was that Jacob was super duper wicked uncomfy in social situations, and that Briana brought him out of that, and knew how to manage it. I thought this specific dynamic between the two of them was so well-written, and it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. I felt through this aspect of the story, we could really feel the love between them.
I also loved the incorporation of Alexis and Daniel into this storyline. It didn’t feel necessary, per se, but it was definitely an added bonus. A gift, if you will, to be able to get a little update on them throughout this other really incredible love story.
My only neutral observation was that the moments where they were both at work felt very Grey’s Anatomy inspired. I can’t call this a complaint, as a Grey’s Anatomy fan, and I can’t think of any way I’d have liked to see these moments written differently, I just felt like my thinking about a Grey’s Anatomy-esque environment took a little bit away from the story at hand. Maybe that was just a me problem!
There is so much I am missing in this review, but I really don’t want to ruin the thrill of the read for anyone.
I would recommend this book to anybody and everybody. I LOVED this book with all my heart, and again, I wish I could have the experience of reading it for the first time.
Yours Truly,
Kaylie 😉